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Abel
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Spain
"Cain is not my enemy, he is just a jealous brother. And I'm in peace with him."

1993 is my year.

ABOUT- Nazi collections

I used to collect photographs about Nazi Germany from everywhere, so I have lots on my computer. I decided to post them here.
Most of them are part of album collections but I don't own any of those.

(I don't mean to be rude with any of the content of this virtual space, I'm just a history lover. I'm respectful and respect is the only thing I may receive back.)

Thanks for viewing.
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Speaking in loneliness

Journal Entry: Mon Jan 21, 2013, 12:28 PM



I'm the lonely man who walks down through this impassable road, surrounded by anything; no one, nothing.
I think my wounded hand is rotting, I don't want to look at it. I may loose my mind if I realize how bad it is. Somehow I know I'm gonna loose it. I'm getting tired, I must sit down somewhere... but where?
I don't feel my feet, I hate this white surface, I can't walk properly. Where the fuck I am?
I remember that hot summer in Hamburg, my brother was still alive, smiling as always.
Taking those photos with his new camera... happy birthday GŁnter. Today you would be twenty three.
I still cry when I think on you, like a baby. Like a fucking baby. My big brother, my inspiration...
I miss you so much. I'm getting mad here, you know how it is.
The white hell where there's no fire, but snow that burns your skin instead.
Today I have loosed my unite. They are all dead, brother, all of them are dead.
Russians are getting back, we are getting into the region more and more. This country is bullshit.
I want to be home, I want to hug mommy once more. Be with my sweet girlfriend and kiss her warm lips.
I'm in love, I want to marry her. The day I return back I will my brother.
Because I will return home. Death is not for me, I'm a fighter and always be. I will survive this unfair war.
I can't see the sky, it's full of dark clouds.
I have seen the moon during the battle, so shiny throw the clouds full of fire and deaf sounds. I looked at it and I dreamed for one second with that lake near grandma's house.
I saw myself sitting down in the shore; I was an old man, GŁnter.
You know what it means. One second after I was alone in the front, my comrades, all bombed or fired.
No more than bodies reduced to blood and red meat with worn green and white coats.
I continued with the fire though.
It's our duty isn't it? I never thought it was the end, so it wasn't for me...
I'm waiting for the next shock troops.
They were coming for help but haven't arrived. Six tanks my brother...
Do you think they will give me a honor medal? The Iron Cross 2nd class.
I'm the only survivor and I did it alone.
I don't mind if they don't give me it at all. I will settle if I return.
I don't want more of this, no more dead brothers.
No more snow, no more fire, just peace and silence.
A bed... oh God, I haven't sleep more than two hours per day.
I'm hungry and cold, this shit is clouding my mind. Wait, I'm hearing something now.
I think I have found them. Didn't I tell you GŁnter? I will be back soon.
Mum and dad are praying for news of me after your dead.
I'm gonna give them the news about my return personally. -

  • Listening to: Rammstein - Engel
  • Eating: Salmůn ahumado
  • Drinking: Water

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:icondak-rommel:
DAK-Rommel Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2014
Your colorizations/restorations are fantastic!
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CainIsNotMyEnemy Featured By Owner Aug 7, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you very much, sir.
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midage32065 Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2014
Your work is profound in that I being a BORN german in 1954, as my father was american and my mother was german, many secrets were kept from me such as having a brother and not being told this for 50+ yrs till my father passed I was given letters from my mother and along with pictures of mother and my brother, I have since wondered on a blind path trying to find out what or where my realitives were and might or might not be today..I am puzzled about my past as to my mothers side of family and who they were and what part did they play in the element of WW II as far as germany versus usa....My father left germany in 55 leaving me to my mother and grandmother to care for me, then RED CROSS notified my father as to whether he wanted to adopt me or??? 55 yrs later I am searching with little relief into my past and whom played a part in my past...Your photographs are very good as too I am an photograph and some-what artist in my own right..Thank you for doing what you do...
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CainIsNotMyEnemy Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for writing this comment, I couldn't imagine how this hobby I have could help or make someone feel better. 
I can imagine your feelings and your situation so my best wishes to you to find your german relatives. We deserve to know where we come from if we want it to know. 
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dswilliams10 Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Why don't you have any works completed about American or British soldiers? The axis powers lost the war. You know that right?
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CainIsNotMyEnemy Featured By Owner Edited Jul 19, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Because I don't feel the same attraction to them as I feel to germans and Germany from that period. I know perfectly who won and who lost the war, thank you. But as I said, I don't feel the same connexions. I don't expect others to understand it, but it is what it is and it has nothing to do with politics, in case you wonder. 
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dswilliams10 Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Ok, you do great work on adding color to black and white pictures. I was just wondering. It would be great to see some of your skill applied to my country man.
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CainIsNotMyEnemy Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
It's done. Check it -> cainisnotmyenemy.deviantart.co…
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CainIsNotMyEnemy Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I may do in my next recolor ;)
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KatrinaFTW44 Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2014
Thanks for the fave :)
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